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Back in the Swing of Things!

Hi everyone! Sorry it's been so long.  I've been pretty busy.  Since I've posted last, I got a husband and a new job!  You could say things are going pretty well over here, but this little blog has taken a back to seat to my very hectic, yet very rewarding life.  

But with a new job, came new clothes! So I thought I'd try out my [not so good] modeling skills to show you a few looks!  In addition to that, I'm going to try my hand at a styling competition for Bonobos' new men's suits collection and pretend to be going out for a night on the town with one fine looking gentleman! 

 





And what doesn't make a great cocktail dress than a keyhole back?!  
Probably my favorite part of this dress.

Dress: H&M | Shoes: INC


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